Monthly Archives: May 2010

Co-dependency kills

It really and truly can. We tend to think that if we continue on in our own sick, co-dependent behaviour we may get somewhat physically ill or become depressed. But what we never think about is that our co-dependency can … Continue reading

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Just Breathe

I don’t even know where to start. This week has been unspeakably hard in every conceivable way. First thing Monday morning I got a call from my ex-husband saying that his mother had passed away. I had just spoken to … Continue reading

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Don’t call me, I’ll call you

Really. Have any of you ever actually said that to your child? Or thought I? Because I’m thinking it right now and wish that I had the courage to say it. Just to get some peace, at least for awhile. … Continue reading

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I’m going off the rails on a crazy train…

I’m sorry that it’s taken me so long to update. I had H in lock down and had no time to myself. I’m sure many of you can relate. Having her detox at home was just miserable. She was whiny, … Continue reading

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We found her

After a long night of walking the streets, peering into alleyways and scouting around crack houses; she is home safe. We almost had her early on in the evening but she left just before we got there. I was devastated.┬áTo … Continue reading

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Update

I haven’t heard from her again. My heart is in my chest and my┬ástomach is in an uproar. I finally got through to detox and at first they didn’t want to tell me anything but they eventually confirmed that she … Continue reading

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If=equal measures of sorrow and possibility

If only I hadn’t let her go out last night. If I could have kept her in this wouldn’t have happened. If she would just see the possibilities of changing her life. If she could only embrace recovery. If I … Continue reading

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